i lost myself

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School is starting in two days and I'm looking forward to it but at the same time I'm not. I'm not happy that my summer break is ending. But the only thing I like about school is that I can dress up and wear the pretty clothes that I bought in the summer.

I want to write something like a novel or at least a passage but I've been feeling so uninspired lately.

These days I don't even know who I am. I feel like some lost soul or whatever. I don't know how I should dress, how I should look, how I should act. I've been trying so hard to be somebody I'm not that I feel like I've lost myself. I don't know who the fuck I am anymore.