post concert depression ugh

Look it's me! Half my face right there on the right side of the photo! Hahaha, this was in the line-up for Sagan's photo show.

But yeah, I have post concert depression. Like, I feel all bored and sad and everything now because the OF concert has come and gone and now I feel like I have nothing to anticipate anymore. Like, prior to the concert, I was looking forward to it for like literally 2 months. And yeah, the concert and photo show were pretty fucking great but now I wish I could do it all over again. Wah. I really hope OF comes back to Vancouver again soon!

P.S. listening to this really isn't helping:

ODD FUTURE CAMP FLOG GNAW TOUR @VANCOUVER

Yesterday I went to Sagan's Photo Show and the OF concert! Here are some pics I took. ^_^ (I was using my shitty iPod Touch camera though)

Sagan's Photo Show!

Only Tyler, Taco, and obviously Sagan were there. And Tyler seemed like he was in a bad mood. But I lined up at 1 pm and got in at around 2:30, but they started like over half an hour late. I fucking hate lining up for things but it was worth it ahaha. I got them to sign my Golf Wang book though (photo at the very bottom of this post)!

TACO <3 OMFG ILY P.S. I could feel his 'fro

Me looking awkward with Sagan

Tyler!

Another awkward pic yay

The concert:

Okay so basically I've been looking forward to this concert 2 months and I was so fucking excited!! Haha doors opened at 8 pm, show started at 9:30. I got there at around 5:45ish to line up. I was going to go earlier but my friend bailed on me last minute wah because her parents found out what OF was so they confiscated her ticket, so I had to get my sister to go with my last minute and since this was sold out, I had to get a last minute ticket off some guy on Craigslist for $70 which is like $30 more than what I paid ugh. But still, whatever, I wasn't going to go to a concert alone. That's, like, me awkward + going to concert alone = me 94858345574 times more awkward. In line, all you could smell was smoke and weed, like honestly. And there were some girls wearing those Missing Earl shirts and I was like thinking, he's not even missing anymore... Haha anyway, getting into the theatre was kind of delayed, plus apparently Tyler was having an asthma attack or something. But when Taco came out and started it was so crazy adskfsjlgf

What sucks is that Left Brain, Jasper, Earl, Syd, and Frank Ocean weren't there. It was just Tyler, Taco, Hodgy, Domo, and Mike G.

The photos look like I was farther away than I really was. I wasn't super near the front, but I wasn't near the back, either. I was kind of in the middle, and kind of to the right. In the middle middle there were so many kids trying to mosh like before the concert even began. And like, before the concert even began, security was like already saving people from the pit. But once it started and everyone was going like crazy and it started getting so hot and sweaty and I was sweaty with like not only my own sweat but other people's too, and thinking about it now makes me want to vomit but in the moment, I didn't really care because of OF haha. I can't remember the setlist now but maybe I'll find it if someone ever posts it but for sure they played songs like 'Orange Juice', 'Yonkers', 'Forest Green', 'Sam (Is Dead)', 'Benediction', 'We Got Bitches', 'French', 'Sandwiches', 'Analog', 'Burger'... I'm trying to list it off the top of my head haha. I'll update it later. And Domo Genesis apparently got his sock stolen when he was crowd surfing or something and complained about that haha, pretty funny.

Wish I could've gone to the Trash Talk aftershow at Venue! But it was 19+ so yeah.

Oh and here's my Golf Wang book that Taco, Tyler, and Sagan signed! Oh my god I love Taco. Haha. And I can't be sure, but is that weird thing above the "Hi =)" supposed to be a heart? Either way, it's cute as fuck aklfdjdgd;ghgf

But yeah, such a fucking amazing night and next time OF comes to Vancouver, I'm going again for sure.

^_^

by terry richardson

ODD FUTURE CONCERT IN 3 DAYSSSS

brb pissing myself in excitement

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Here comes a big post of dumb shit! How exciting. (But hey, IT'S FRIDAY! Yay!)

I don't even know where to begin so I suppose I could just start off with the first thing that comes to mind and just ramble on and on and throw in a couple of songs in between that I've been listening to lately and shove in some pictures of my evidently boring life so I can reflect on all this shit in the future.

So, to begin, I guess I will say that I made it onto the senior volleyball team! Well, I would've made it on even if I sucked at the tryouts because basically, there was only 11 girls there and my coach was willing to take 12-15 people on the team. And seeing as how there were less girls than he was planning to take, he didn't cut anyone obviously and that was basically the team. In fact, the second 'tryout', which wasn't even really a tryout, was more like a practice to be very honest. This past weekend, we already played our first game, in a tournament. I was a bit nervous going in there because we only had basically two practices prior to the tournament and I felt we weren't exactly ready, however when it came time for the games, we actually did pretty well, which I was surprised about. In fact, I'm proud to say that I was put in the starting lineup and I'm proud to say that I played pretty well! Well, I played better than I expected myself to, and so that's pretty great for me. I remember last year, how I just hated volleyball because I didn't exactly like my team (the grade 12s on my team, I guess) and I just didn't even want to be a part of the team or attend practices or games anymore (but I did anyway). I was sad because I really enjoyed volleyball in grade 10 because we won the city champs and went to the provincials, and then in grade 11 I just could not play at all and I was horrible. This year though, things have changed, and I guess I can say that I'm better than ever. Hah that just sounded cheesy as fuck! But really, I actually enjoy going to practices again and I actually can't wait for them. But what sucks is that my next practice is on Monday, which is the day I have no school. So I have to come to school at 3 for a volleyball practice despite the fact I have no school! Ugh. But at least I can still go shopping in the morning! I'm planning on going to Main Street and going to Front & Company and hopefully F As In Frank because it looks pretty cool in there.

Anyway I was listening to 'California' by Phantom Planet recently:

Many of you will probably recognize this as The O.C.'s theme song and yes while listening to this, I started thinking about The O.C. (which used to be my favourite show several years ago) and thinking about it made me feel kind of... nostalgic? That's not exactly the right word, but it made me want to rewatch the entire show with all the seasons and everything but I don't have much time at the moment so I'm planning to spend either my winter break or spring break basically sitting here watching The O.C. all over again! Hehe I remember doing that with Make It Or Break It a couple years ago! Actually, speaking of MIOBI, I really want to rewatch that too... Maybe I'll rewatch The O.C. in winter break and MIOBI during spring break. Yay! Now I'm actually pretty excited.

Oh um this is what I wore a couple days ago! Two days ago, on Wednesday, to be exact.

h&m shirt, charles & 1/2 varsity jacket, american apparel shorts nine west shorts, american apparel backpack (which you cannot see)

Yeah I was meaning to post this outfit but I just totally forgot about it and yeah. So here it is now! ^_^

Also, ODD FUTURE CONCERT IN 4 FUCKING DAYS! Oh my god I'm actually so excited! It's on September 25 and ahhhhhhh I'm so excited! Sagan Lockhart's having a photo that day too between 1-5 pm and as much as I would love to go, I don't think I'm going to, because I honestly don't want to cut class and also after school I think I'm going to go home, get ready, and then go line up for the concert. Sigh. Maybe I'll go, if I have time, but then again, I probably won't. I mean, I'd really love to go and meet OF in person but we'll see. I'll ask my friend about it and yeah.

Speaking of OF, here's a song I've been really into lately. 'The Daily News' by Domo Genesis featuring Spaceghostpurrp, Earl, and Action Bronson! I really love it, and but I don't think it's going to be in their setlist. Wah.

So today was the release of the iPhone 5! And being the cheap asian that I am, you know what that means? It means it's time to get the iPhone 4S because its prices are going to drop! Hehehe but seriously, I don't think I can afford the iPhone 5 right now, so I'm just going to stick with getting 4S. Besides, the 4S has more cases (and a big reason why I'm getting an iPhone to begin with is CASES! HEHE) and I don't mind having a 4S... even though the iPhone 5 is clearly prettier... and better... and did I mention prettier... OKAY I'm going to stop now. But at the same time, I want an Android too, like the Samsung Galaxy SIII, but the iPhone has more cases...

Anyway, school's been all right lately. Except for Calculus and Math. Those two are, well, killing me. And like, I don't know if I should ask for help. I mean, I should, but I hate asking for help because I feel so awkward, despite the fact that it would really help me out a ton. Well, meanwhile, I'll just continue to die quietly in the back the classroom. I'm kidding, but I'm going to go to my math tutor and get some help tomorrow. But oh god, I have a calculus test on Tuesday and I DON'T GET ANYTHING. Well, I get some things, but it's confusing as fuck! Ughhhhhh.

Oh and also here is a relaxing/kind of relaxing song that I've been listening to lately! ^_^ It's 'Werewolf' by CocoRosie and I keep falling asleep listening to it and I really love it.

So anyway, Artona is nearing! It's the graduation photos. I have group photo appointments booked on Friday, November 9 (no classes that day) and my individual graduation pictures booked on Sunday November 18. I'm going to get my hair and makeup done. My hair I'm not sure yet but I want a nice loose wave look, because I have a lot of hair since it's not really that layered and not thinned at all so I feel like if I do big curls, I'll look like a... lion. Haha but really. I'll probably go to some Asian hair salon (I'll have to go look for one that seems good) since I'm assuming they know how to work with Asian hair better. As for my makeup, I think I'll just go get it done at MAC. I'm hoping to go with a simple sweet smokey eye kind of look, but not TOO smokey. I hope they can do my eyeliner the way I like it, because my eye creases aren't very big (like, the area between my eyelashes and crease) so I prefer my eyeliner to be thin with a wing at the end, so that you can still see some skin between the eyeliner and crease, if that makes sense. But yeah.

As for my dress, it looks like this:

It's from BCBG Max Azria and I got it in the US and it was on sale, so I got it for about $130. I'm thinking about getting another dress, like a different dress for the group photos considering I want to wear this for the individual photos. The thing is, I'm super picky about dresses and I don't know if I will find another one I really like. If I do, maybe I'll buy it. If not, I suppose I'll stick with only one dress.

And people are already thinking about their prom dresses! Wow it seems so early to be thinking about them, yet alone buying them. I mean, prom isn't until June! But I was looking at some dresses online and I realized that I have no idea what type of prom dress I want. I mean, everyone's all into those dresses with like sparkly silver bands and stuff and I think it's kind of, well, ugly. I want a pretty and elegant one but I have no idea what style I want. Ugh. I should be focusing on school and stuff though, rather than looking for prom dresses for now. I mean, some days when I'm supposed to be on the computer doing homework, I find myself wandering on websites and looking through their dress selections! Ugh I need to control myself. Haha.

Oh and here's another song by Domo Genesis that I really like. I like the beat. The song's called 'Benediction':

Here's a few more songs I like:

I realized that I love MellowHype's BlackenedWhite album. Like, I listen to a lot of songs from that album, even though they have a newer album that's gonna be released soon: Numbers.

Anyway, I think I'm going to end it here.

P.S. I had a dream either last night or the night before (I honestly can't remember anymore) about my crush piggybacking someone else and I was being piggybacked too. I don't even know.

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I have been barely posting on this blog and I feel kind of bad so I think within the next few days I will do one big huge post of a bunch of shit I was planning on posting but never exactly got around to so yay. Meanwhile, listen to some '67' by MellowHype.

17

So it was my birthday two days ago and my friends surprised me with cake and yeah. I'm old now.

chains

forever 21 shirt, american apparel shorts, nine west boots

My outfit from yesterday. I went to school and then went to Metrotown afterwards to exchange my gift for my friend's birthday party which I just came back from. And now I'm tired and I will go to bed. Bye.

P.S. What is that thing on my nose omg it's not a booger or anything I swear!

Block E- Free Block
I had homeroom in the morning first, so I had to come to school even though first block I had free block. So my friend, who also had free block, and I sat in the cafeteria and just talked for an hour.

Block F- Chemistry
My teacher was funny and kind of weird. He told us a lot of stories about where he used to work (in a lab) and past experiments he had done, which was working with glass frogs or something like that. Then he asked for a volunteer and this guy volunteered and he did this thing where he attached 2 things that would send a bit of electricity through the guy's hand and his fingers were twitching and stuff. But we didn't have to do any work that class so it was good.

Block G- French
This class really reminded me how much I hate French class and how much I forgot over the summer. We had a substitute though because apparently our teacher sprained her ankle and needed to rest or something like that. But we did a review booklet and stuff and we got a seating plan. I sit next to this girl who's really quiet and I don't really even know her. But yeah.

Block H- English
My teacher is this really funny guy and he talks a lot but it's not boring at all. We didn't do much except write a sample of our writing for him and basically the topic was to write about whatever we wanted. He said that our first sample is like his first impression of us and of our writing. I think other people wrote random things like "Hi, I'm blah blah blah and I like blah blah blah." Like, lame stuff about themselves. I wrote about the feeling of regret. And I referenced 'Teen Idle' by Marina and the Diamonds which I hope isn't too weird. But basically I wrote about the feeling of emptiness and wasted years of youth and how I couldn't stop thinking about it through the summer. I had a feeling that English will probably be my favourite academic course this year.

yo

adidas originals t-shirt, american apparel shorts, calvin klein parka, american apparel backpack (that you can't see..), nine west boots

So today was the first day of classes! So I think I will go through all of them and share my thoughts that no one cares about.

Block A- Biology

I hate biology. Well, it's interesting, but I hate memorizing everything. I already took Biology 12 last year but I'm retaking it because I totally slacked off and I want to use this course mark for university admission and so I'm retaking it. I don't want to though, because it's such a pain rememorizing everything, but yeah. I don't remember, like, anything anymore. And what sucks is that this one pen that I like to use for my Bio notes (this skinny blue pen that writes really skinny ink out) stopped being made and I only have one more left that will clearly not last me through the year so now I'm sad. My textbook is huge and heavy and also it smells like shit. Well, not shit. It smells like the nasty smell of dissection, which makes me want to gag and not even touch the textbook. Ugh. My teacher seems really nice though. She's so so so overenthusiastic though and it's kind of weird.

Block B- Calculus

My teacher is on maternity leave and so I have a substitute who is this Indian woman but she's so nice, and I think I'm really going to like her as a teacher. She decided that since it's the first class, we weren't going to do any work (which is good) but she made us do all this stuff to introduce ourselves to the class and to her (which was bad). I mean, I hate being social and talking about myself because honestly what is there to say about me. I'm boring and hate most people and I'm broke from shopping. But she made us fill out a form about ourselves and she asked if anyone's birthday is in this month so I raised my hand and told her (September 13) and she said that that's her birthday too and that she's definitely bringing donuts. Haha. Then we had to go through each person and each person would say their name and something about themselves. I had nothing to say so I said I like shopping. A lot.

Block C- P.E.

I had P.E. and my teacher is my last year's volleyball coach. And despite the fact that NO ONE (except for, like, one person but besides her) had their P.E. strip, we had to play dodge ball. Ugh I mean I don't even like playing dodge ball in my P.E. strip so it was even worse playing it in my regular clothes. In fact, I hate dodge ball in general, because I can't throw for shit. Like, I prefer kicking. I can't throw hard but I can kick hard. That's why four-corner soccer is my favourite activity in P.E. class. That's why I've kicked balls in girls' faces. BY ACCIDENT, OF COURSE.

Block D- Pre-Calculus

I have the same teacher as last year which I'm fine with because he's really nice and he's not that tough but his tests are just really long. But I'm glad I'm in his class because I got to bug him about him giving me 85% for third term, which is like, 1% away from an A. DSFSkjfsfjld that would've been my first A in math since, well, grade 8 or 9! But like, last year my friend and I were saying stuff to him about how we were going to cry ourselves to sleep every night if he didn't give us some sort of mark that I forgot what it was, and he felt really bad. So for this form we filled out about ourselves, one of the questions asked what we got last year in math, and I wrote that because he gave me 85% I cried myself to sleep every night in the summer. And then he went around talking to people more about the questionnaire and we had a nice conversation about me crying myself to sleep. And then he was like "But seriously, did you actually cry?!" and I was like "No, I just wanted to make you feel bad." Haha but he's honestly a really nice guy (but he's like 40something and single so that's kind of sad).

Ohohohoh and I talked to my P.E. teacher (who coached me in volleyball last year) and asked her if she's coaching the senior team again this year and she said no! She was the one who sucked the fun out of volleyball for me so now I think I will try out for the team. Hahah. I have no idea when the tryouts are though but I'm a bit nervous because I hadn't done volleyball in like a year and also in senior level, like, everyone's in club volleyball and I don't do club so I feel like I suck more than all of them. In fact, I'm pretty sure I do suck more than all of them but oh well. I just hope if I get into the team, I can balance volleyball and school/homework/studying because volleyball is VERY time-consuming and tiring.

Well, I hope tomorrow goes well.

first day of school wah

h&m shirt and parka, american apparel shorts, vintage necklace, thrifted bag, nine west boots

Today was the first day of school! I was kind of sad to go back to school, because I miss my summer break already! My summer break seemed so short, considering I had summer school for 6 weeks, but next summer I'll be graduated from high school and I won't have summer school for the first time in about 4 or 5 years! And I'll be free! But I need a job ugh. I really want some $$ and I want to earn some myself instead of always begging my parents for some, but I just really don't want to work. But I gotta suck it up, I guess.

Well, school's starting. It's my senior year. I'm going to have to work my ass off and hopefully get into UBC. Wish me luck.

the end is where we start from

I went shopping yesterday at Metrotown to buy my friend's birthday present.

h&m shirt, american apparel shorts, calvin klein parka, vintage necklace (that you can't see), thrifted bag, nine west boots

There were so many people, but that was because it was Labour Day. I bought a black sheer shirt with a gold chain pattern on it from Forever 21 for myself! I'll post that later because as always, I'm a lazy ass. Yay. I also got my nails done! I got a french manicure:

To be honest, this was my first time getting my nails professionally done and I gotta say it was a pretty cool experience. I think I'm going to get my nails done more often now, that is, once I get more money, because I'm so broke right now. Haha.

we fell in love in the key of c

Okay I really fell behind on blogging sigh.

So on Sunday we drove down to Seattle for a day. Here was my outfit:

h&m shirt and parka, tna leggings, vintage necklace, thrifted bag, nine west boots

I bought a white Adidas Originals t-shirt, a Nike sports bra and a BCBG Max Azria dress for Artona (grad pics)! I'll post them later because I'm too lazy to take pictures of them at the moment but yay.

I also did my nails the day before:

Don't mind all the makeup and stuff in the background but I painted it with OPI's Alpine Snow and I believe I did 3 coats.

Hm I don't really have much else to say so here is a picture of me in the car during the trip yay:

tomorrow

Tomorrow (Demo)


Just thought I'd post this because I really like it.