2012-06-29

no air

Friday, June 29, 2012


diamond supply co shirt, h&m parka, garage leggings, thrifted bag, vans shoes

Lazy day outfit. I went to Metrotown yesterday quickly before going to school to get my report card to pick up a new Kiehl's cleanser because my old one ran out. I usually get the regular Ultra Facial Cleanser, but this time I noticed an oil-free version of it and I decided to give it a try. Hopefully it works. The lady there told me that it's really good if your face has unwanted shine and oiliness because it helps get rid of it (according to her). After buying it, I still had some time left before heading to school so I went to H&M. I noticed that they had a lot of dresses there for only $20. I had been meaning to buy a semi-formal dress for next year (my grad year, aahh) especially for semi-formal events such as Winter Formal. Plus, I needed a little black dressI found this really cute one:


I really wanted a dress like this, with a lace top part, and right when I saw it, I got so excited, and when I found it in my size, I almost died in happiness. Hehe. After I found it, I didn't even want to look at anything else, so I basically just hurried to the fitting room to try it on and yay it fit! I also wanted to get this dress though:



It's kind of tight, but I think it's cute. I feel like it's a bit too... sexy for me. Haha is that even the word? I don't even know, but I kind of liked it. I ended up not getting it though.

Speaking of dresses, it reminds me that my grad year is coming up, and so Artona (grad) photos are coming soon and I need a dress. I believe it's in the beginning of November, which leaves me with a few months to find a dress. Believe me, I am very, very picky about formal dresses. I went to BCBG Max Azria to check out some dresses from there and I found this really cute cut-out dress:


Both my friend and I decided that we both really loved it and we both wanted it and that we were gonna try and get it before one another. Haha. But I don't know, it looks better on the rack than here on a person. But I really liked it. I'm really into that mesh/lace top look right now, as you can probably tell. Haha.

And then prom. I don't know know what I want as for dress silhouette/style, but that's a while away. In June. I have plenty of time. I just really hope I don't fall into the situation where I'm doing last-minute dress shopping, trying to find a prom dress.

Thinking about graduating next year kind of scares me. I want to graduate because of the independence after that and everything, but at the same time there's the feeling that I'm getting older, and things are getting more serious, and now I actually have to focus on my future and jobs and etc. Ugh. I don't even know what I want to do. Next year, I have to really try hard in school, and try to get into university. I'm aiming for UBC general sciences, but at this rate, I don't even think I will get in. I've been procrastinating way too much. I told myself that next year I will do all my homework, and do daily review on my biology notes so I can grasp all the information and do better on the tests, but that's easier said than done. I just really hope I can get into UBC or else my parents will probably be disappointed since my older sister did. Ugh.

I feel like I've just rushed through adolescence and that I didn't appreciate it as much as I should have, and now I'm graduating soon. I hate this feeling. I really do.

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