2013-10-30

what am i doing


My arm ft. allergic reaction from antibiotics.

Okay to be honest I'm not sure if it's actually an allergic reaction from antibiotics but after consulting my doctor aka google, I'm just gonna assume that this is nothing to worry about. I mean it seems reasonable, since apparently this reaction usually occurs a week after you start taking the antibiotics and sure enough it did begin like on saturday/sunday which was a week after I started taking the antibiotics for my wisdom teeth extraction. It's not itchy or painful and it's not bumpy or raised or anything. It's just red and splotchy and looks kind of gross. And it's weirdly concentrated on the insides of my elbows. It's also like literally all over my chest and kind of on my stomach but I can see that it's starting to fade and go away.

It's currently 2 am and I have tons of homework and studying and I'm so stressed and idk why I'm typing this now but whatever. My second round of midterms are coming up (next week)!!! I'm so behind and I'm so scared. I already did pretty bad on the first midterms so I really need to do well (or at least significantly better). I have a physics midterm on monday that I'm absolutely fucked for, bio on wednesday that I'm also fucked for, math on thursday which I'm really really fucked for, and chemistry on wednesday next next week which out of all my exams I'm probably the most fucked for. CLEARLY IM FUCKED AND ITS ALL MY FAULT BC I HAVENT BEEN KEEPING UP. UGh I literally have no motivation to study or do homework and my attention span is like literally 2 min so basically I'm going down the road to failure and I'm probably gonna get kicked out of UBC if I don't get my shit together.

And I'm stressing so much over midterms when there are FINALS coming up in a little over a month. Well I'm dead.

I cannot wait til winter break so I can finally be stress free for a few weeks but for now I'm just gonna cry (jk but maybe not jk).

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