"don't be scared to be a bitch"

brandy melville bra, brandy melville knit tank top, garage denim shirt, tna leggings, calvin klein parka, marc jacobs bracelet, penny stock backpack, white converse shoes

I'm still in the search of a nice washroom on campus to take cute ootd pics!!! The struggle is so real guys ugh.

Anyway this is what I wore today (actually it's like 2 am so should I say yesterday??) and you can't really see in the pic but the knit tank is like knit so you can kinda see through it so I wore a cute white bra/bralette thing from Brandy Melville with it. I can't believe it's already been almost 2 months into uni. I still remember when it was the summer and I really didn't want to go to uni and everything and look at me now, hating uni. Haha I honestly feel like I should have a more open mind and maybe actually join something like clubs to make this uni experience more enjoyable but right now uni is making me miserable.

Also in my english class there's these two girls who keep staring at me and whispering??? And especially one of them, she always looks at me with this really smug look??? Like idgi if that's her neutral face then like err okay but I don't get why they keep looking at me. And it's not even like little glances, like they'll full on turn around and stare right at me. I've never done anything to them nor do I really even know them and I've barely talked to them ever (except when I actually had to for like a group discussion sort of thing which was once). Anyway yeah I don't have the balls to actually say something to them like "what r u looking at..... bitches" lol but I'm like screaming that in my head like CAN THEY NOT??? It's weirding me out. Yeah I just had to say this.

Midterms are fast approaching and I have developed horrible sleeping habits. Literally every night now I sleep from like 8pm-12am and then I'm up the rest of the night. It's not even like every once in a while it's EVERY NIGHT. I can't wait til to get this semester over with so I can finally relax. Uni is so so so stressful. It's like, you learn for a few weeks and suddenly you have midterms, you study your ass off, and you can't even relax because a few weeks later, you have more midterms, and then you can't even relax after that either because in a few weeks you have final exams. Idk how I'm gonna do this. And it's so bad because I'm such a procrastinator. Like right now I'm procrastinating just by writing this blog post because I don't wanna study. Like, one minute I'm watching math tutorial vids on youtube and suddenly I find myself watching the Dog Whisperer for an hour (that literally happened ok).

ANYWAY back to studying cyaaaaaaaa

P.S. I've been listening to this a lot recently