Idk why but my life has been feeling so ugh lately. So I finished all my midterms (finally!!) on thursday and basically since then I've just turned into a lazy shit. Last week I barely got any sleep (probably about 2-3 hours per night) and ever since midterms ended I feel like I just have no energy or anything. I know that I still have school but it feels like I just finished finals or something so now I'm like done. But I'm not. But I've literally been spending a lot of my time sleeping lately. I've been sleeping so early lately (for the past couple of nights I've been sleeping at like 10:30-11pm) and sleeping in late. Sleep is such a nice escape.
I used to think work was alright because of the people there but now I'm starting to hate it more and more. I feel like no one talks to me at work anymore. It's like I have to start talking to them first. It's like I'm just there and then I leave. Honestly, it just feels like since there are newer people at work now and since I've been working there for over 2 months now that they just care about the new people and talk to them now. And I know that makes me sound so jealous or attention-seeking or whatever but that's how I feel. I sound so dumb. I have homework to do but I really don't feel like doing it. Maybe I'll just crawl back in bed.
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