2013-08-17

i'm not living, i'm just killing time


I painted my nails a black french tip mani last week but I didn't post it until now. Wow ignore my hideous cuticles, I didn't really do anything to them bc they didn't look that bad in person but in these pictures they look revolting. But yeah. And the photo on the right does not include my thumb bc I broke that nail and I didn't bother to paint it bc it just looked too weird and yeah.

So on monday I worked at the checkstand for the first time! It wasn't as bad as I expected. I did ask for a lot of help from the nearby cashiers though (I hope I didn't annoy them too much hahaha). I got a sign in front of my line-up that said "cashier in training" kind of like a warning sign I suppose but at least that means the customer can't really be too angry with me since I'm just starting out anyway. But yeah, I worked pretty slowly and I took a long time to find PLU numbers on my paper but it wasn't too bad. Time actually passes by really quickly too! Probably because I'm so busy freaking out and trying not to fuck up. And I just received my first paycheck and I'm so happy because I'm actually making earning my own money.

And also, uni starts in nearly 2 weeks!! Ahhhhhhhhh I'm not fucking ready. Yesterday, me and a few friends went to UBC to check out the campus and everything and it made me realize that like wow, I'm going to be attending university soon. Like, I don't think the fact that I'm no longer a high school student and the fact that I graduated really sunk in yet. I'm still a kid!! Hahaha. I really not really to leave high school yet, but I really should embrace change. BUT I DON'T LIKE CHANGE. Ugh. Wow okay. I should really figure everything out and start buying books and get my shit together because, well, I'm done with high school whether I like it or not. I have two weeks. Two fucking weeks to get my shit together. Great.

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