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#nofilter because the sky was so pretty yesterday and the moon was cute too.

Now some not so cute news, on wednesday I had my last midterm which was chem and it went pretty badly. Literally all of my midterms during this second round of midterms went badly. The only result I got back so far is my physics which I failed. I'm pretty sure I failed all my other ones too. You know when you write an exam feeling okay going in and while you're writing it, you know nothing? That was me for basically all of my midterms. The worst part is my first midterms were pretty bad too because I didn't start studying as early as I should've, so I told myself that I would start studying earlier for the second midterms, and I didn't. I'm mad at myself because I should be working harder in school but instead I'm just so lazy and I never want to do anything. I mean I managed to get through high school with those study habits with a minimum B but clearly I can't do that anymore for uni. I'm also mad at the exams because all of them were so much longer and harder than the practice midterms and mock midterms they gave us. But mostly I'm just mad at myself. There are so many things I could be doing to improve, like actually doing all my homework and reviewing regularly and trying to understand and apply ALL the concepts but idk. Finals are coming up in the beginning of December so I guess maybe I should start studying now before I feel like shit again.