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Life honestly sucks right now. I feel like shit right now. Yesterday I felt even shittier. On Saturday night I went out for all you can eat sushi at Kingsway Sushi with some girls from my volleyball team and we ate. At lot. Then we went over to one of their houses and watched 'Panic Room' together (well, kind of, because we left like half an hour before the movie ended). When I got home, it was almost 12 am. I perfectly fine, watching TV and everything, and at around 1 am I began to notice that I had a little bit of a stomachache. I thought it was no big deal because my stomach usually feels a bit weird after eating a lot of sushi. But then my stomachache started getting worse and worse to the point where I went to the bathroom but it didn't work and my stomach just hurt so badly. So I told my parents and they told me to just keep trying to go to the bathroom and I did. So I remember going to the bathroom and then lying back down on my bed for maybe 15 minutes and then going back to the bathroom for a while and then going back to my bed and this continued for hours. And my parents were actually considering taking me to a 24 hour walk-in clinic or the hospital or something. And then finally I.. okay this is gross but I finally diarrhea'ed and my stomach felt much better and by then it was 5 am. Then the next day I didn't get up until 2 pm but my stomach still felt a bit weird. In fact now, Monday, my stomach still feels a bit weird. Ugh. And so that made me feel like shit. And then I also felt like shit yesterday because I didn't understand a lot of my calculus review on limits and I have a test tomorrow but I need to hand in my review today. So I'm just going to ask my teacher for help (for once because to be honest I don't like my teacher because he's so patronizing and condescending). And also even though my stomach is feeling much much better my mom still wants me to go to the doctor so she wants to book an appointment but I have volleyball practice today, Wednesday, and Thursday and a game tomorrow. And the fucking ugly rainy shitty weather isn't making things better either. And I'm supposed to be doing my English homework that I forgot about that's due today right now during my free block. But I'm doing this instead. Fuck.