dull

talula shirt, wilfred cardigan, american apparel shorts, american eagle sandals

This is an outfit from weeks ago that I wore to a family BBQ. I just thought I'd post it because, well, I wanted to post this outfit. And that's about it I suppose.

rävar

Here are a bunch of pictures that would easily fall under gpoy for me with some quotes that are also relevant to me and my life in between. Enjoy.

"i cant even play hard to get im already hard to want"

"when attractive people compliment me on things i get suspicious because remember when regina george complimented that one girl on her skirt"

"Saying someone can't be sad because someone else may have it worse is just like saying someone can't be happy because someone else might have it better."

"fine whatever i will just date myself"

"i hate when people pour my cereal

they don’t know the amount of milk i like

they don’t know how much cereal i want

they don’t know me

they don’t know my life

they don’t know what i been through"

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(quote credit linked on opening quotation mark)

summertime sadness

american apparel t-shirt, h&m parka, garage leggings, vintage necklace, thrifted bag, nine west boots

I went shopping yesterday and here was my outfit. I bought 2 tank tops and a sweater from H&M which I will probably post about later because I'm too lazy to take pictures of them right now. I was planning to go buy a birthday present for my friend, too, but I couldn't really find anything. Maybe I'll find something during the weekend, since I still have like a week and a half before her party.

I went to Zara and I tried on this jacket and I think I fell in love:

It's so pretty gdfklgjdlgd but I don't know what I'd wear it to but I really like it. But it was like $100 and I'm poor and also I don't know when I'd ever really wear it so yeah. But it was so soft too. I also tried on this jacket at Zara:

I believe it was like $82 and it was so cute. The jacket is basically like leather and the sleeves are kind of like army jacket/parka-ish. I don't know how to describe it haha but it was in this section with a lot of military-style clothing and I really wanted to buy like everything but as I said before I am poor and also jobless. I really should get a job but I am just too lazy, but I've never worked before so I guess I should start, well, soon, considering I'm turning 17 soon!

Anyway, I've been listening to 'Summertime Sadness' but the Reich & Bleich remix a lot lately and I really like the sound.

style inspiration: soyymilk

So I recently came across a tumblr blog called soyymilk and wow I am in love with her style. Here are some pictures tagged as herself. (credit: all photos from soyymilk).

She's only 15 which makes me so envious because when I was 15 my style wasn't as nice as this haha. But wow I am actually really in love with her style and everything! I normally don't do this style inspiration posts but I just had to. That is all.

a blessed unrest that keeps us marching

Yesterday I was bored. I took dumb pictures of myself and I thought I'd post them here for me to look and shake my head in embarrassment at in the future.

teen idle

Came back from a family BBQ and I'm tired. I'll probably do like outfit posts and shit like that tomorrow but hi. I've been listening to 'Teen Idle' by Marina and the Diamonds a lot lately.


Like, I feel like this is how I'm going to end up feeling in a few years and it's making me kind of depressed. The thing is, I'm still young, and I can still do stuff and, well, I don't know, live my adolescence to the fullest? Did that sound stupid? Probably. But yeah. I feel like I need to go out more. I need to have more fun instead of wasting each day but at the same time I feel like it's too late. Ugh. I just wish that I spent my time better in the past few years. Like, I look on facebook and my news feed has all this shit of people doing fun shit and going out and enjoying themselves and I just kind of sit there and envy them. Like, the thing that sucks the most is that those people who look like they're having a fucking blast are like, well, the beautiful, popular kids and then there's me who was so awkward and ugly and ugh but now I feel like I've actually gained some self-confidence and I actually feel like I've become prettier or whatever (god I sound so dumb right now) but like honestly I would never be able to live the way those kids do and do the things they do and I'll probably just grow up and look back at my teenage years and cry. Cry because I like the feeling of crying and cry because I wasted my youth. Okay I'm just rambling about dumb stuff on my mind and I'll just shut up and go to bed now.

goldie

So like I forgot to do my weekly post last week so like let's just pretend nothing happened and I'll just post some shit here for this week's weekly update. Besides, it's not like I had anything interesting to say considering my life isn't exactly interesting.

Friday, August 24, 2012

Hehe look it's me. TWO OF ME. God I've been spending way too much time on Photobooth. My sister bought a MacBook Air a few days ago and I can't stop taking photos of myself on Photobooth because the quality is fucking beautiful and for some reason it seems like it makes everyone (well, I'm not sure about everyone, but me at least) look pretty. Hehe. But wow I really want a MacBook for myself! My dad said he'll get me one if I get into UBC, but seriously at this rate, I'm freaking out because I don't think I can make it in. I really gotta work my ass off this school year. I heard that my cousin didn't make it into UBC Sciences (which is what I'm trying to get into) and that the minimum was around 96%. Okay, that being said, I AM FUCKED. I don't think I can get 96%, yet alone 90% in math. Oh god. I'm going to have to no-life school and shit. I'm even considering not participating on the school volleyball team this coming school year because I really got to get my shit together and work harder in school. And volleyball makes me so tired, and I have a practice or a game like almost everyday and then by the time it's over I get home, shower, eat, and I'm tired as fuck, and then I got to do my homework and study. But the thing is, every single year of high school, I've been on the volleyball team, and I don't want to miss one year. But also at the same time, my coach last year when I was on the senior team kind of sucked the fun out of volleyball for me so I don't know. I gotta decide soon though because I think volleyball tryouts begin during the first week of school, which is in less than 2 weeks. Ugh.

Speaking of school starting soon, I received my schedule in the mail! I'm happy that my day 1 and day 2 are, like, pretty balanced, so that each day I have an elective (since I'm only taking 2 electives). It would suck pretty bad in my opinion if every other day I had, like, all academic courses. So yay. My (temporary) schedule goes as follows:

Day 1
1-1- Biology 12
1-2- Calculus
1-3- P.E.
1-4- Pre-Calculus 12

Day 2
2-1- Free block
2-2- Chemistry 12
2-3- French
2-4- English

So like, it's kind of a bummer that I have both maths on the same day, but at least I have an elective on each day. But wow getting my schedule really reminds me of how close school is. I really don't want to go back to school ugh. I don't want to be in grade 12. I wanna be a kid foreverrrrr.

Anyway, I don't really know what else to say so I will leave it off with 'Goldie' by A$AP Rocky! ^_^


P.S. I realized I hadn't done at outfit post in so long. Hmm.