tomorrow

Tomorrow (Demo)


Just thought I'd post this because I really like it.

dull

talula shirt, wilfred cardigan, american apparel shorts, american eagle sandals

This is an outfit from weeks ago that I wore to a family BBQ. I just thought I'd post it because, well, I wanted to post this outfit. And that's about it I suppose.

rävar

Here are a bunch of pictures that would easily fall under gpoy for me with some quotes that are also relevant to me and my life in between. Enjoy.

"i cant even play hard to get im already hard to want"

"when attractive people compliment me on things i get suspicious because remember when regina george complimented that one girl on her skirt"

"Saying someone can't be sad because someone else may have it worse is just like saying someone can't be happy because someone else might have it better."

"fine whatever i will just date myself"

"i hate when people pour my cereal

they don’t know the amount of milk i like

they don’t know how much cereal i want

they don’t know me

they don’t know my life

they don’t know what i been through"

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(quote credit linked on opening quotation mark)

summertime sadness

american apparel t-shirt, h&m parka, garage leggings, vintage necklace, thrifted bag, nine west boots

I went shopping yesterday and here was my outfit. I bought 2 tank tops and a sweater from H&M which I will probably post about later because I'm too lazy to take pictures of them right now. I was planning to go buy a birthday present for my friend, too, but I couldn't really find anything. Maybe I'll find something during the weekend, since I still have like a week and a half before her party.

I went to Zara and I tried on this jacket and I think I fell in love:

It's so pretty gdfklgjdlgd but I don't know what I'd wear it to but I really like it. But it was like $100 and I'm poor and also I don't know when I'd ever really wear it so yeah. But it was so soft too. I also tried on this jacket at Zara:

I believe it was like $82 and it was so cute. The jacket is basically like leather and the sleeves are kind of like army jacket/parka-ish. I don't know how to describe it haha but it was in this section with a lot of military-style clothing and I really wanted to buy like everything but as I said before I am poor and also jobless. I really should get a job but I am just too lazy, but I've never worked before so I guess I should start, well, soon, considering I'm turning 17 soon!

Anyway, I've been listening to 'Summertime Sadness' but the Reich & Bleich remix a lot lately and I really like the sound.

style inspiration: soyymilk

So I recently came across a tumblr blog called soyymilk and wow I am in love with her style. Here are some pictures tagged as herself. (credit: all photos from soyymilk).

She's only 15 which makes me so envious because when I was 15 my style wasn't as nice as this haha. But wow I am actually really in love with her style and everything! I normally don't do this style inspiration posts but I just had to. That is all.

a blessed unrest that keeps us marching

Yesterday I was bored. I took dumb pictures of myself and I thought I'd post them here for me to look and shake my head in embarrassment at in the future.

teen idle

Came back from a family BBQ and I'm tired. I'll probably do like outfit posts and shit like that tomorrow but hi. I've been listening to 'Teen Idle' by Marina and the Diamonds a lot lately.


Like, I feel like this is how I'm going to end up feeling in a few years and it's making me kind of depressed. The thing is, I'm still young, and I can still do stuff and, well, I don't know, live my adolescence to the fullest? Did that sound stupid? Probably. But yeah. I feel like I need to go out more. I need to have more fun instead of wasting each day but at the same time I feel like it's too late. Ugh. I just wish that I spent my time better in the past few years. Like, I look on facebook and my news feed has all this shit of people doing fun shit and going out and enjoying themselves and I just kind of sit there and envy them. Like, the thing that sucks the most is that those people who look like they're having a fucking blast are like, well, the beautiful, popular kids and then there's me who was so awkward and ugly and ugh but now I feel like I've actually gained some self-confidence and I actually feel like I've become prettier or whatever (god I sound so dumb right now) but like honestly I would never be able to live the way those kids do and do the things they do and I'll probably just grow up and look back at my teenage years and cry. Cry because I like the feeling of crying and cry because I wasted my youth. Okay I'm just rambling about dumb stuff on my mind and I'll just shut up and go to bed now.