the sun is back!!!!!

brandy melville crop top and cardigan, american apparel shorts and backpack, converse shoes

Okay my face is dumb here but this was my outfit from yesterday (sorry about the shit quality, I took this on snapchat lol). I was beginning to get all sad and whatever about the rain returning to Vancouver after a beautiful hot summer (like literally I don't think it rained at all during July........ that's fucking amazing) and then the sun decided to come back!! I mean look at this weather guys

Okay let's just ignore sunday and monday because those are just plain ugly but the rest of this week is gonna be cute and sunny! I'm so happy because honestly if this doesn't make you happy then omg go away. But yeah I was so happy that I didn't even wear black yesterday!! NO BLACK AT ALL (okay except for the stripes on my converse and maybe the stripes on my shirt unless they're navy idk BUT ASIDE FROM THAT) is this very very very rare. This is just a very rare photo. I'm starting to sound like Lil B but ANYWAY here is my outfit from another angle

So yesterday was just pretty lame. I had my first physics lab at 9:30am yesterday and I had to make new friends because my friends and I got separated. First it was a tutorial for an hour and a half and we basically just worked on physics word problems and then for the next hour and a half we went up to a lab and did a simple experiment which was just the speed of a ball dropped from 1 m above the ground and yeah. Pretty lame. Then I had a one and a half hour break and I hung out with my friend Jaiun the whole time and she took me around campus because I haven't really ventured around yet and she showed me stuff like the 'Harry Potter Room' in Irving except imo it didn't really look like a Harry Potter room but I can slightly see it??? Idk. But anyway afterwards my friend and I had chem together so we went and that was possibly the most boring chem class I've ever been in. My eyes just wouldn't stay open and my attention span was literally like 2 min and I felt like I was dying 99% of the time. Then I had math which was pretty boring too but there's this guy who I sit with and we just sit there whispering things to each other like "what the fuck are we doing" and "what is she talking about" and yeah. Basically my tues and thurs are horrible.

Then today I wore this (bad ootd pic I know but whatever)

adidas originals t-shirt, vintage levi shorts, converse shoes, american apparel backpack

Apologies for the shit quality yet again but LOOK another not dark outfit!! This weather is really getting to me hahaha it's great. But yeah today I had a math workshop at 8am and I was so tired and honestly that is way too early to be doing math or anything that requires thinking. But anyway after that I had english and since I had a math workshop first I wasn't late for english for once!! So I actually got a seat instead of having to sit awkwardly on the side. Then I had physics which was actually okay because so far I'm kind of getting the gist of things so it's not too bad. Then I had bio and that was lame. And then I had a chem lab except it was only like 40 min instead of 3 hours because it was just an intro/check-in today. Today has been a long day. I'm too tired to type hahah. And I find that I can easily doze off on the bus now. I used to be really self-conscious about falling asleep in public but now I just drift off like it's nothing. Sighhhhh @ life.

Anyway lately life has been such a bore. Everyday feels the same and it's just kind of sad to me. A few days ago I was feeling pretty low because I was just thinking about how there was nothing for me to look forward to and my life just feels like a chore. Like, even though my birthday is coming up in 2 days this friday I wasn't even excited for that. I was thinking about how I told myself to live rather than exist but now I just felt like I was existing and not really living. I felt empty and life felt kind of pointless because I don't know what to do in the future or what I want to be and it makes me think about whether or not I even have a future. BUT now the sun's out and yesterday Earl Sweatshirt announced his Doris tour and he's coming to Vancouver on Oct 31 and he's gonna be performing at Vogue Theatre!!! That completely turned my mood around and I remembered about how excited I was for the OF concert last year and now I can get that feeling again. Tickets go on sale on my birthday and now I'm really anticipating this!! Ahhhhhhhh I'm just so happy now but I really don't want to get my hopes up because then I get let down every time but I can't help but feel excited now.

ANYWAY I think I should work on my homework and stuff now and yeah. Bye y'all!